another week gone by.. it's insane really, the rate the days just fly by, all barely noticed... i don't think i have very much to say.. just feel a need to update this a little..

and i'm in desperate need of cash or money or whatever you wish to call it..

and my poor lil baby isn't feelin too well and has gone to sleep. i miss him..

*love*

goodnight all..

so.. my baby has gone off to slumberland or what he fondly terms lalaland (well, i haven't actually heard him use it much recently but.. yea.); the place where he apparently, according to him of course, gets to reunite with his true self and others of his "species" should i say, and where he may dream and rest and rejuvenate.

that aside, was that precious rarity of a post, or rather the mentioned in the post, me? because i was kinda moved. yea. made me slightly umm. teary. i miss ya. that's all that i have to say for now i guess.. hate the amounts of work and team work i've to go thru. can't wait til specialisation when i don't have to work with random people. ugh... sigh..

bye world.. i shall go and be elusive again..

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hmm.. there's stuff i wanna say.. yea..

i hate national day. it's damn stupid. it's just a blardy excuse for the government to officially, openly, SHAMELESSLY propagate their disgusting PROPAGANDA. (CENSOR ME HERE, SUCKERS!!!)

bastards. such idiots.. i'm definitely not staying in this country. and since my baby wants to go to the UK to further his studies, i'll probably get blessed relief from this sweltering killer of a meltdown chamber and at the same time get a nice little place of our own. FINALLY.

quite unfortunately however, my poor baby will need to go through what is commonly known as NATIONAL SERVICE or NS. which is actually, in reality, not only a pathetic waste of time for people who know what they want to do in life and have a proper level of maturity, but also a horrible exploitation.. pathetic really. and i guess, in this area, i can't really berate the person who came up with the policy. well, for one, in this terribly small, pathetic island of a country, if the citizens weren't forced to go to the army for a period of training time, well.. chances are, there'd be like what.. a full army of maybe.. a grand total of.. TWO contingents? and everyone knows, of course, that two contingents doesn't actually make much of an army.. so.. well.. i guess it's inevitable, the alternative being immediate surrender if we're ever attacked (depending on which country it is, of course, that might not actually be a bad alternative, but how would i know?). and i have to say that, hey, sometimes the army does get guys into some semblace of shape. what with Singaporeans (say maybe a quarter of them, not all, of course) being all well-off and pampered, you know what i mean.. it happens.. and last of all, YOU GET PAID! hey... it's not too bad a thing you know.. you go in to do something you have no choice about, but you get bed and meals, and then you get paid! like what.. one thou a month maybe? (someone please inform me how much exactly you poor guys get paid).. so maybe, it isn't all that hellish. of course, two and a half years can be one heck of a long time though.........

umm.. ok.. so i forget where all that weird rambling was headed but yes.. i still wanna get out of this place and be able to do my own thing. so there. ta ta. i shall leave with all the abruptness i can muster now..

*POOF*