You are a narrative writer. Usually a writer of
stories rather than poetry, you grew up reading
Shakespeare's less popular and heard of
plays--like King Lear or the Henry series. Your
writing contains a certain order and
organization--be it chronological or otherwise.
If you are to write poetry, it has to convey a
logical (or perhaps unreal) story with some
sort of order behind it.

What's YOUR Writing Style?
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you're emo!

How can I label you?
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Oh DEAR LORD........

This is an INSANE week for tests and deadlines are all stalking and pouncing on us all.. It's TERRIBLE!!! It's only the first week after the "break" and this is driving me mad already. Such exhaustion from the first week of returning to school. How, oh, HOW will we survive?

Tests:
[monday]- PQS (done)
[tuesday]- Non-Linear Editing written, Scriptwriting
[wednesday]- NLE practical
[thursday]- film practical


Due:
[tuesday] Animation Storyboard (late-ish already, sorta due last week)
[thursday] Film Production Final Project paperwork
[friday] Regional Cinema Presentation

And that's all i can remember for now. The above is all due this week by the way. and yes, there is other stuff due in the coming weeks.. OH DEAR LORD....

tagboard, tagboard why won't you fit?

yes, i can't fit the tagboard in.

please leave all future comments on the "comment" at the end of each post.

so.. a new layout..

hmm.. new layout, new life..

aside:
why do people pretend they know you?

hello..

i'm havin some boring class now where the person encourages bringing notebooks (computers) although everyone who brings only does something else like me right now... so much for Productivity and Quality Studies (can you imagine how boring it is, a class with a name like that?).

You're Egypt!

Curator of ancient mystical secrets, your life on the surface is fairly
typical these days.  Though you are in denial about more things than most people.
 Nevertheless, you're trying to convince people that you're safe despite your more
volatile and unstable times that seem to be behind you.  You like cats a whole lot.
 You'd probably really appreciate The Blue
Pyramid.
Take
the Country Quiz at the Blue Pyramid

i find this all pretty interesting.. :)
here's another:

You're Confessions!

by St. Augustine

You're a sinner, you're a saint, you do not feel ashamed. Well, you
might feel a little ashamed of your past, but it did such a good job of teaching you
what not to do. Now you've become a devout Christian and have spent more time
ruminating on the world to come rather than worldly pleasures. Your realizations and
ability to change will bring reverence upon you despite your hedonistic transgressions.
Florida will honor you most in the end.


Take the Book Quiz
at the Blue Pyramid.

ok. i'm out.

mm..

Yes, actually it probably would work for India. The thing is that it worked, but here "worked" is the key word. i can understand that it was required to get us this far but what annoys me is that they are not willing to move on and yet they keep SAYIN they will.

Singapore is apparently trying to become creative and move towards the arts and yet, there will not be any true transparency. They have educated their people but they will not allow thinking. There is something immensely wrong with that.

India of course, will probably need PAP. Yes. They should go over there and rule them. :)

WELL FUCK YOU TOO!

I hate this bloody system and their stupid, BLOODY INFURIATING shithead habit to just make their own bloody decisions without consulting any of the people who are REALLY affected by the choices made. Who gave the management the right to decide for thousands of students that a shift in the school term would be a good idea? Who did they ask? WHO DID THEY POLL?? "The young are our future. The next generation...et cetera et cetera bullshit.." And do they really give a FUCK?? We're all just bloody pawns for their fucked up economy and their fucked up utilitarian society aren't we? Were we ever ASKED if we would APPRECIATE much less WANT a change in the school term? Did they ask the students who have to earn their own keep if giving them a shorter vacation was a good thing?

Do people even realise how UNreceptive and UNcooperative our society is to schooling kids who need or want to earn a part time salary? Do you see many jobs available for us who will allow us to work say, 3 or 4 hours a few days in a week so we have time to deal with school and other areas of our life? As far as i know, part time jobs require a minimum of 6 hours a day (of course there are those other jobs where the working hours are at night, but those generally do not end particularly early); after travelling and slaving, do students get enough rest?

You ask why there are so few enterprising people in Singapore? Where are the opportunities? And i don't mean after you graduate. Are we exposed to a creative society? Even when we go out to work, how many people can say they have flexible bosses or superiors? How does that foster creativity? With 10-or-more-hour work days, will we have any time outside to be creative? To bother with innovation, to be enterprising? We have families and relationships to maintain, we have work, pursue leisure; how many hours are there to really do anything else?

Growing up in such a structured, non flexible system, and in an Asian society, stressing discipline and respect (commonly in the form of not questioning elders or superiors, being "polite" which is not to say anything "out of place") where does one find the space to fit in innovation, enterprise, creativity? In a society where decisions are made for you even before you know of the existence of the choice, even when the decisions will not affect the people making them, are really not UP to those people to make especially when they make NO EFFORT whatsoever to find out the repercussions and responses, where does questioning and striking out on one's own fit in?

Has anybody noticed that ANY and ALL interactions with parliament members or other government officials who APPARENTLY go into schools to discuss issues are never satisfactory? Does ANYONE notice that the honest, pertinent questions are never answered? Leaders do not admit to not knowing the answer. People who are supposed to guide us would rather opt to twist us round their little fingers, twist our objections, play merry-go-round with our questions and never actually answering the inquiries. 'how do you intend to do this?' 'well, we are not just carrying it out yet and this is just an example of how things might be. There are many ways to look at it.. My analogy might not be the right one..' REALLY NOW??? So WHERE THE FUCK IS THE PART WHERE YOU ANSWER MY SIMPLE DIRECT QUESTION AND NOT GIVE ME FUCKING BULLSHIT THAT A TEN YEAR OLD COULD SPIN??? Just because you go around campaigning and pretending to talk to students doesn't mean everything will be fine and dandy. If you will not see this generation and answer their queries which are so obviously valid and very intelligent, if you would rather treat the future generation as the past, as an unquestioning, accepting, easily satisfied generation, as one who can easily be fooled into believing your 20 lines of crap is an answer to a straightforward question, then good fucking luck to you. Are we supposed to be enticed into staying here where we have no say in the future or the governing of this country that is supposed to be ours?This is how this country strives to achieve openness? Is that the definition of a transparent government?

How does an individual make himself heard when even a voice of thousands is ignored. When we are made to grow up not thinking, not questioning, but merely to accept and go with whatever is placed before us, how does an individual make a difference?

Does the future of this country mean so much that they ignore the opinions of this generation? I'd like to see someone give me a straight honest answer to that.

This is our democracy.

oh...

we are so so so close yet.. still so far.. and there is work yet to be finished.. argh... ALMOST!!!

countdown: 10 days

bleah

sigh... i want a break.. STOP SCHOOL!!! PLEASE!!! SOMEBODY!!!!!!

i'm dying................ :( sigh......

Moooooo....

Mu is SO PRETTY!! haha.. bye bye.. >_<

hmm.. sigh..

with all these absolutely brilliant, talented people around me, i feel like i'm the least. i feel so utterly talentless and giftless and.. useless. what is it i do well? what is it i can say that i excel in, that makes me stand out from all these immensely, terrifyingly amazing people? does a lack of ability to do anything count? does that make for an attribute? but how do i fit in the picture then? it is so depressing. highly highly depressing. musicians, writers, speakers, artists, all these i am surrounded by and what am i?

the fool may be the one who sees all, but he is not his own. Seeing needs a vision to perceive. that vision surrounds but does not belong to him, and his life is bound to that which he observes; without which, he will fail to exist.

thanks Mel dear..

So Valentines has come and gone and it was alright. a good valentines day for both shawn and i, for once in a long time (some time anyway). But it was good. What with the movie marathon and the chillin at his place. Good. Just that. Good. and that is just a blessing. :)

i finally finished my sillly writ essay and it's like 225 words too long? haha.. i don't care anymore. i'm going to sleep.

Night world... i miss my baby... *drifts off*

sigh..

work work work.. all beginning with "w". writ, web and work. sigh..

moulin rouge is amazingly wonderful. in all aspects. *awe*

ARGH!!!!

i am presently dead. well.. dying. i am trying to write an essay that i do not believe i will be able to churn out by tonight. i'm only at my first paragraph and stuck there! i will probably just end deciding to screw the whole thing and go to sleep. it is, as has been pointed out to me by my very good friend jeremy, probably not going to be marked. i might just sleep late and miss writ anyway.. argh. i am.. not so much very tired but my eyes are just closing on me.. all this squinting at the screen just makes it worse. i can't keep my eyes open. literally. not that i'm very very sleepy or anything. it is.. very.. weird. (i was thinking "distressing" but then decided it didn't fit. ) goodbye.

how could i forget!?

oh yea! i went to see love me if you dare and school of rock, with shawn, today! yay.. happy.. school of rock is just fun and rockin' and love is very interesting.. some of the techniques used, i like! heh. yep. ok i'm probably gonna go sleep now... night..

sigh...

well.. back to school tomorrow.. i really wish we had a break. i dunno. i know we've actually been havin quite a few holidays here and there but.. maybe that just makes it worse.. you get chill time then you get hit with school again.. argh.

well, writ is due this week. anything else? hmm.. someone remind me? night peeps..

FAB FEBRUARY!

yea well.. attempt at a lame title. ahha.. but yay anyway! i dunno why i'm so happy about it being february. never have been, ever. but "yay!" anyway. ha!

i must say the year has been good so far. of course it's only been one month, but hey! i'm already excited that this february... IS A LEAP YEAR! well, a leap-year february anyway. this YEAR is a leap year. ok.

so yep yep. i am happy-like. yesterday after goin back to school at NINE in the morning, for a darn social psych. test, i sat thru the lecture, reading and tuned in to rammstein (AMAZEMENT! haha..). but then i ran off after like half an hour of not paying attention. that is, for the first hour, i was still sorta there, but for the next half-an-hour after, i was totally somewhere else (mentally), and so i decided to make it physical too. that means, i ran off. yes, left the class. by the back door. haha.. it was quite amusing sitting behind, watching people crawl out of the lecture, afraid of being seen, when honestly, that far back, the lecturer wouldn't be able to see them anyway. and we had a round of truth or dare, and this funny-ass coordination game that yadin, taufiq and i were playing for a while.. haha.. it was fun yesterday. and i mean the whole day.

after i ran off i went to shawn's. and we chilled out for a while. had some lunch that i carefully picked thru, tryin to avoid all the porky bits and then watching shawn and his mum like sift thru like some huge crabs. i don't really eat crabs.

so yea more chilling after, then we headed off to city hall for his meeting. i sat in a corner reading and listening to.. yes, you guessed it, RAMMSTEIN! horrors. i've been brainwashed! haha. yea so anyway, they were eating ice cream. that's like their umm.. project. the research part. yuck. imagine eating tons and tons of ice-cream for research. even if you loved ice-cream, you'd probably never wanna touch it again for like at least five years or something? gorging on ice-cream for the sake of work is just. BLEAH.

so then, after his meeting ended, that was probably five plus? chingay thing getting into swing. people disappering into the crowded streets which we dutifully AVOIDED like the plague! THANK GOD! so yes. we decided on Marina Square after meeting nigel and daryl and shahin. so they went bowling while i watched (had no socks), which was another hilarious affair, followed by a few hours (so it turned out.. 2 hours maybe?) at the adjacent arcade- another very very funny couple of hours. :p

so yea! i had a good day! we ended off going back to raffles city shopping centre for the soup spoon! more fun.. la la la.. and then we all went home. still avoiding orchard road. yep. we all got a lift from daryl (or his mum rather), well, save for nigel who lives around town. so yep. back home.

and i realise i took up a heck load of space describing my whole day here. hmm.. well, now i've not much left to say. how retarded. ok. but that's fine. i'm sorta going into self-speech. uh.. ok. now, i will stop typing! who know's what i'm gonna be doing today.. and thank god tomorrow is a holiday! ok stop. bye.

Oh blessed Lord!

Oh wonderful wonderful God.. i don't have to have that horrible interface! thank you Jesus! haha.. back to my pretty pretty framed thing. yes.. ok. soc psych tomorrow. i am so gonna like fail. don't wnna study at all. ugh. night world. wanna sleep... zzzzzzzzzz..........

WHAT?!?!

What the heck is blogger doing to the edit page?!

it looks DISGUSTING!!!!!

ARGH!!! stop it you dumbasses!! it was so much nicer before! now it just looks horrible!!!!!! PLEASE!!! THE HORROR!!!

THE HORROR!!!!!!!!

changes

ok. hey i've made a few slight changes to the layout. if anyone notices. there is more than just titles. i also added a divider between posts. :)

k night now. it's late and i should be in lalaland with my baby.. have an appointment to keep. :) *happy* god bless you all.

titles titles titles

i have discovered titles. sad is it not?

no, no.. i am not absolutely retarded, i just never saw a title "thing" on blogger or at the time i saw it i never understood or realised what it was.. maybe i was slow.

i obviously have become wiser.

it is chinese new year. or lunar new year. as you choose. didn't start off too good but it's turning out ok.. of course, one reason it began horribly could be that i was having PMS and "the time of month" had just descended.

i have been inspired by a certain blog i just went thru. it is highly interesting.. nice. what a wonderfully ambiguous word.

goodnight world. my precious baby sleeps safe in the arms of the one who created you. goodnight.

hey hey.. ok it is late. i must go to sleep. i just need to send my just finished writ comm assignment to shawn so he can print it for me.. :) night peoples..

You are Sara! Your very mature and very sexy. You
dont mean to be so sexy but you just are. Your
very down to earth but also a little coy.


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uh.. ok..... [baby? haha.. how about this?]

SO.... it's a new year!! yea ok wateva.. what exactly is so special about a new year anyway? why do people make such a big deal about it? yea it's new, but technically speaking, every day is a new day.. and if people really wanted to make a change or something, do something different, they have all those days! What's with the excuse of it being a NEW year? far as i'm concerned, it's just an extra effort to remember the date..

well, ok. maybe not really.. i'm pretty excited about going back to school.... ahahhahahaha... never thought i'd say that. the wonders of doin' what actually has meaning for you. Save for the need to wake up really early, i've no complaints about the upcoming semester. i am so looking forward to it, it's astounding!

yea.. my birthday came and went. and now i'm finally officially 19. weird. it's like i've been 19 the whole year and then i realise, 'oh wait. i JUST turned 19? uh..... ok...' it's like you lose track of time and instead of lost time, it feels like you've suddenly been bestowed with more. very very bizarre.

so anyway, i have neglected this little blog for some time now.. just not had much to say.. but this new year should be interesting.. yea.. so stay tuned for more updates.. til then hope you all had a wonderful Christmas and have a great new year anyway.. God Bless you all... MISCREANTS!!!! *scurries off*