You are...Pyro/St. John Allerdyce
The fiery human flame-thrower


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ha! awesome! yea man!

i don't really have much to say.. hmm.. still workin yes.. and getting really quite quite sick of it..

that's all..

aha... i figure i should move on from that last thing and not let that post be the one that all of you see first.. haha.. so anyway.. like i'm gonna go watch these short film things submitted by pplz in this "emergency film making project" thing.. i think that's what it was called.. forgot.. it's at the substation.. yea.. ok i can't be bothered to say anymore about it.. hahah.. *lazy.....* and obviously i can't really be bothered with html either for this post. but then it's like a rush thing just so that you don't stumble upon the blog and see insane rage which isn't the person i normally am either.. and all of you will think i'm some weird twisted psycho warped being of evil.. haha.. which um...... ok nm. ;) he he he........ ok that's all! me no write any more! NO! No! NO! i don't care! hahahah.. *hugz* bye peepz. til next time!

so the play's over and there's a dinner at cheng's house on wednesday, that's tomorrow.. and i've to go find some food to bring. i think it wasn't a bad run, but i'm so glad it's over. how ironic. the normal reaction is a longing to be able to keep it going and have more fun.. but then i guess that's just it. it wasn't fun anymore. each rehearsal was just getting more and more irritating and hellish.

that said, there are some people i would condemn to hell. some people i would love to have suffering for eternity. never to be rid of the hell. and the pain and the torture. some people i have less than no respect for. some people i despise to the deepest depths and would never dream of wishing well. some people i wouldn't even bother being civil to. some people civility is a treatment way above their understanding anyway. which explains their very actions. they are NOT civil. nor do they have respect for other individuals. i would say they have an inferiority complex but that would mean the person may have a certain depth which i believe not to be true. some people i would venture to murder. with words. some people who could very well push me to witchery for the very sake of torturing them. some people i refuse to endure and have no hesitation to (and will ) curse with a miserable, slow, torturous, painful death. where the life seeps out of you then grips you with insane pain and before you can faint from that pain, it goes; but only for awhile so the seeping may continue and while the memory and repercussions of the prior pain linger, the next wave may then resurge. and then like open wounds dipped in salt, will i curse thee. wounds that stem from the twisting of a knife in your gut. wounds that will cause the maximum pain below the threshold so that no fainting will ease you of that misery. i have no mercy whatsoever for this defiler and yes, i can be extremely cruel (except, that isn't a word that even begins to describe it) and while almost no one will ever ignite this amount of anger/fury/rage/hate/disgust/condescendence, apparently there are some who can stoop so low and be so near to scum. even cockroaches do not violate me so. to hell i curse thee and never to be freed. to a slow, misery-laden death i curse thee. to eternal and never-ending torture i curse thee. may all who know of your death, when it comes, be joyful. may all who see the pain you suffer, take pride.

and may no one else ever screw up my life so much and so despicably that i will ever have to curse another. may none of you who will have to traverse my life, and take a step in it, ever ever ever reach a level so low and detestable. but i'm sure people in general, human beings, the ones who understand civility and have moved on from neanderthal-hood, ones who understand basic human rights, ones who are able to grasp the concept of individuality, will never reach this stage.

i will thus far lock my room and move everything out slowly. and i will leave my things as i will.