ok some. i ended up just goin to quizilla. so half are from her site and half are straight from tha quizi- site. :) ok. so much for acknowledgements.. (is that how its spelt?argh.. darn word..)

ok man.. i'm in this quiz doin mood.. so here we go..

took most of these from karin's blog..

Cocaine.
You like to talk,
you like to run,
but most of all you like to have fun.


Which drug should you be hooked on? [now with pictures]
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You're the smirk,a frown-smile hybrid that's a
little bit cocky and usually associated with
evil or arrogant,but attractive people.You
probably just don't give a damn,but it's
everyone else's fault if you don't because
you're too awesome to have any real faults.


What Kind of Smile are You?
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haha.. ok this one's new... i never woulda thought of this.. ;p haha.. yea! i'm awesome! haha.

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Scary in a very good way, you're Fairuza Balk.
Intense.


What sexy girl are you
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hmm.. ok.. another one i wouldn't have thought off.. who is this anyway?!

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Juliet


Which woman of Shakespeare are you?
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hmm... okay.................

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-Perfect- You're the perfect girlfriend. Which
means you're rare or that you cheated :P You're
the kind of chick that can hang out with your
boyfriend's friends and be silly. You don't
care about presents or about going to fancy
places. Hell, just hang out. You're just happy
being around your boyfriend.


What Kind of Girlfriend Are You?
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hahaha.. i rock! haha.. ;p

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you have for urself a pure thug...damn they are the
best!


What kind of Boy friend do you need?
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heh. okay..... :)

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Red:
Aren't you the romantic? Life is poetic. If you
don't already, write poetry, you're good at it.


What color do you see the world in?
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oh man.. this just brings a whole new meaning to "rose-tinted glasses"...

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Your Heart is Red


What Color is Your Heart?
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ok.. more redness.. what's new? i know already! i'm RED!!! i get it! haha.. >_<

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You'd shoot them


How would you kill someone
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haha! yes! guns!!! *trigger-happy nutcase*

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cuddle and a kiss on the forehead - you like to be
close to your special someone and feel warm,
comfortable, and needed


What Sign of Affection Are You?
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:) -am i takin like a major load of quizzes?-

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Hazel Eyes


What Color Eyes Should You Have?
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hahahahahha.. ok.. that's the last for the day... :) haha.... freak! *hugz* bye pplez!

You have an entrancing kiss~ the kind that leaves
your partner bedazzled and maybe even feeling
he/she is dreaming. Quite effective; the kiss
that never lessens and always blows your
partner away like the first time.


What kind of kiss are you?
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heh.

HEY ! ! ! ! ! ! WHASSUP ? ! ? !

i'm damn friggin happy now!!!!! yea! i'm exempted from the written test and i got short-listed for the interview.. i'm so happy, you have no idea!!! yea! PRAISE GOD! yea man... so much happiness.. ahaha.. i'm gonna go crazy today! YEAHyeahYEAHyeah *big big grin* yay........ heh... yep.. fsv here i come! yay!!! heh.. -joyfulness-

ok.. so its been some time since i've been on.. ok. only like 3 days or so, but that's pretty long to me ok?! haha.. howz everybody?!

sorry nik.. bout yest... but yea.. i guess i agree about the "its better this way". somehow.. what made u say that tho? *wonders* :)

k.. i've a few hours to burn before work.. wish i could be at rehearsal tonight.. i know i really need it... but i really can't make it. can't get outta work... sigh.. well..... so.. wonder wat i'll have to do min wanted me to drop by np coz she ends at 1? hmm.. see how it goes... :)

don't feel like doin much updating today.. this is about it i guess.. even tho its been a few days.. well well.. its not been boring.. just... *silence* :) *hugz*

nik.. finally added ur site! sorry..

>matchbox twenty - push<

whoa whoa.. ok. i know how it feels to be totally drunk. haha.. not utterly wasted beyond consiousness but almost.. hmm.. i should not really aim to hit that tho.. yea... unless.. i dunno. but yea. don't worry ppepz. its not a habit.. (it could very possibly be a weakness tho) i dunnoe how i let it happen but well.. guess the potency took a while to manifest itself and the alcohol took a lil time to set in and work its evil... of course, i was downing rum and cokes so fast, there wasn't much of a chance for me to estimate. heh..

so now i know. the effects of one vodka shot, one beer, and five rum and cokes on gloria - drunkenness that deems me unfit to stand. forget walk straight or walking over 5 metres. i can't stand straight. so there.

ahha.. now i understand totally the reason u are advised not to drive while drunk. how the heck do u read any signs?! ahhaha.. >_<

i have, of course, advised min to scream at me before i ever get to that state again. ever. :) thanks for ya sweet caring peoplez.. *hugz* to all... to shawn and justin and even jay for listening to me ramble and of course, there's the aspect of free entertainment.. ahhahah.. yes yes... but i do love u all.. and cheryl.. haha.. i dunno! thanks for the experience anyway.. the music was lotsa fun. yes. if only we paced ourselves a bit more and better last nite.. *hug* take care.

and min you deserve special recognition as usual.. ;p sweetie, thanks for havin me and takin care of me.. :)

p.s. damn it!!!!!!! my freakin hair still smells of smoke! even tho i just washed it!!!!!!!!!!! shite!!!!! damn. wash again.. sigh......

>christina aguilera - beautiful<

christina's good...

gotta get my ass off this chair and head down to arab street to look fer cloth... *sigh*

need a digital cam dammit!

mm.. tension. doesn't it just feel so awkward when 2 people (who've previously known of each other's existence) meet whom you're both good friends with and they don't get along or there's this air of non-affinity that manifests itself.. a bit of a weird spot to be put in, i must say...

but moving on.. yesterday was nice.. i had a pretty good day.. sleepy mostly but it was a good day. somehow. i really gotta be gettin out and keeping my workout dates with mel.. i'm always not waking up or something or other.. terrible.. and the lathargy is setting in. that's a sign.

speaking of signs........ thank God for all the help He's been providing me with,just being there and all.. isn't He just amazing?! well.. i sure need help.. more help.. damn. keep bugging God.. hee..... *hugz* ~"rocks". hehe.

>puddle of mudd - blurry<

everything's so blurry
and everyone's so fake
and everybody's empty
and everything is so messed up
pre-occupied without you
i cannot live at all
my whole world surrounds you
i stumble then i crawl

you could be my someone
you could be my scene
you know that i'll protect you
from all of the obscene
i wonder what you're doing
imagine where you are
there's oceans in between us
but that's not very far

can you take it all away
can you take it all away
well ya shoved it in my face
this pain you gave to me
can you take it all away
can you take it all away
well ya shoved it my face

everyone is changing
there's noone left that's real
so make up your own ending
and let me know just how you feel
cause i am lost without you
i cannot live at all
my whole world surrounds you
i stumble then i crawl

you could be my someone
you could be my scene
you know that i will save you
from all of the unclean
i wonder what you're doing
i wonder where you are
there's oceans in between us
but that's not very far

[Chorus]

nobody told me what you thought
nobody told me what to say
everyone showed you where to turn
told you when to runaway
nobody told you where to hide
nobody told you what to say
everyone showed you where to turn
showed you when to runaway

[Chorus]

this pain you gave to me

you take it all
you take it all away...
this pain you gave to me
you take it all away
this pain you gave to me
take it all away
this pain you gave to me

sigh.

>puddle of mudd - blurry<

is sensitivity a blessing or a curse? overly sensitive. is that possible? can anyone really love you entirely for everything that you are? any single fellow human being. is it possible to feel an inexplicable connection with someone you barely know, and feel like you can understand what they are feeling? is it credible then, to say that you "love" this person? but how can you love someone you don't know?

am i merely rambling incoherent nonsense?

nothing happens by chance. so no meeting is by chance? so then what happens when you develop or suddenly feel something more for someone (if it is possible to "suddenly" feel more)? where does that come about? why do you feel for some people and not for others? why is it that a person can be perfect for you yet you can never love that person? is that possible? or a mere theory?

does anyone have any answers to my questions?

>jt - cry me a river<

hi hi you all.. yes.. i am happy.. i have no work today. :) i must remember that i have a meeting to attend tonight though.. mmm.. yes. *makes a mental note* all right. now that that's done..

i have to repeat again how appreciative i am of you sweet people who are so concerned for me and caring and yea.. just doin or sayin wateva u can to make me feel better..:) i have to mention all of you!! you are honoured! because u are such sweet people. really. thank you all. so here's some space dedicated to you especially.

. min . shawn . karin . mellie . char . cheryl .

did i miss out anyone? i give u full permission to shout at me if i did.. ;p sorriez!

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*milk is good*

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i have been checkin out shawn's site and doin quizzes!

Which Member of the Endless Are You?

You are red. You are impure, but noble. You are precious and true to yourself and others. When you love, you love entirely, and will do anything to make your love happy. You are sure of your identity, therefore, you cannot change others or be changed. You are a true prince, you may be forgotten, but without you, none of us could go on.

What inner color are you?

Quiz by Shirono

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ok. lemme just do this first before i state how i am suddenly feelin right now.. too sensitive i am.. but anyway.. i did wanna say first up that i am not actually feelin that bad about my results. however terrible that sounds. its not that i don't care. it's just i trusted God for it and i still do. i trust that it was His guidance that led me to finding how interested i really am in joining fsv. there is really really really nothin else i could imagine takin/doin now. nowhere else i wanna go. yes and i was almost supernaturally led to lookin at the contents of the course. i believe it was God who led me to it.. and yes i have been prayin and prayin so hard for so long that he'd lead me on the right path.. show me direction and i truly, whole-heartedly believe this is it.. i almost know i'll get in.. but logic still instils fear in me at times.. i pray that faith prevails. so yea. i'm not feelin too bad. i have to say that on thinkin of my results i also felt like God was helpin me somehow coz i can get pretty confused and swayed relatively easy sometimes.. for sheer uncertainty of God's will. so yea.. i thank God that he gave me screwed up results coz then there's no havin to choose, havin to wonder.... ya knoe? haha.. maybe i'm just weird. but i'll trust anyway. i need to. i doubt myself too much sometimes. this time i will not.

that said, i feel a bit better.. altho i have somehow slipped into a depressive/pensive state of mind.. transient probably, very possibly; but nevertheless existent at present. maybe it was ur poems, shawn... :) *hug*

signing off....

ello peoplez... just leavin a lil update.. i haven't got much time.. gotta get offline.. bro's bugging me soon..

anyway, so the results were out yesterday, and guess what.. for those who don't already know (which is rare for u ppl who generally follow my blog coz yer mostly pretty close to me yea? or close enuf so i'd have already told ya? *hugz*) i didn't manage to get a grade good enough to go anywhere. or even a pass for that matter.. heh.. so i have a useless cert? something like that.. but hey.. i'm headin fo fsv man.. thanks to all of you sweeties who've been like worried and stuff for me.. thanks really. :) i'm ok.. yea.. really. [and so many many many thanks to those who've got so much confidence in my bein able to get in.. i'm so afraid i won't. then what do i do?! argh! *scared* ]

yep.. so i've gotta go run off now and meet ppl (maybe) and go for my rehearsal at buds.. yea.. man. i'm dyin.. how do i do all the costume stuff with all the work?! crazy of me!!! yeesh.. dumbass i am.. really. oh well.. anyway.. if anyone's wonderin and wants ta know the exact results, just drop me a lil shout out.. yeppers.. love ya all..

hey.. i was just lookin at my first post ever and i realised it was dated 14th feb!! like valentine's day! hha.. ok. actually i believe there was an earlier post but i musta not saved it or wateva.. so yea..... i started my blog on valentine's day of 2003.. hmm.. that sounds almost kinda sad... ahahha... oh well.. :)

the damn links still aren't showing. and i still have no idea what's wrong.. grr......

on a brighter note, i was out with min, jay, shawn and this erm random kevin guy.. ahha.. it was hella fun man... we gotta do stuff like that more often.. ahah.. we walked so much..... walkin and walkin to this place where they hold boxing classes and stuff.. ok. i'm not givin it enough credit but i can't seem to find a good way to describe it.. its really a pretty cool place tho.. oh and on the way, we saw a few joggers and min like tried to traumatise one of em.. it was actually pretty embarrassing.... hahaha.... think about it man.. the guy musta been like "what the hell?! punk ass kids! (i'll call the cops on ya! RAAR!)" hahaha... ok so maybe i'm givin the guy a lil more comic credit than he deserved. hahahaha.. it was really quite a sad attempt tho.. min!! you can do better! it was so obvious u were just tryin to do some random funny thing... like even to the guy! u just started runnin like 5 feet from the guy?!? haha.. that was hilarious.. and in the get up u were in? hahhahah.. hilarious..... and kevin was just funny. like he was pretty sad.. tryin to contribute his 2 cents worth occassionally and we're all kinda like... yak yak yak... laugh laugh laugh.. hahahah. and he kept sayin he was never goin out with u guys again.. ahha.. that's min, jay, shawn.. and considerin i was with em ... ehem.. that might include me.. ahahha..

hey but it was overall a cool day.. yea.. rock on u guys.... :p

ARGH!!!!!! i am sooo annoyed!!! the stupid links aren't comin out!!!! so ya see.. for some friggin reason there are only 4 names on my list of blog frenz! i am PISSED! there should be shawn's and char's and mellie's there.. but they're not comin out!!! and there's nothin wrong with my html dammit!!! WHY?!?!?! somebody save me........ :'(

yeesh.. all these damn speculations. don't ya just hate it when there are all these supposéd big-ass exams.. the results are never confirmed.. but OKAY i got it! it is confirmed-ed!!! - thursday, 6th march 2003 -release of the GCE 'A' level results in sunny singapore. there. for anyone who does not believe me, go check the moe website sucker!! hahahaha.... *evilness*

ok.. my mellie is prob not gonna be very happie.. :sorry gal.. i need to rest! we swim friday? can u make it friday?: *crooked hopeful grin*

ok.. so wat up everyone? is everybody okayz? i realise i don't really write very much eh? my msgs are never very long!! not compared to some of my pals' ones anyway.. how do u all find so much to say?! i'm like... i feel so inferior!! *sob* well well... i really don't know wat to say! ahah.. oh oh oh!! yes!!
yesterday was a very nice day!!! first char and justin sprung a surprise visit on me (while i was at work) and then later at night, min, jay and shawn just popped outta nowhere!!!! all you sweeties!!!!! i luv u alls!!!! *big hug* you ppl are just wonderful..... thank God for great pals like ya'll... hee.... oh yea.. please pleaz pleezee dun go crazy like that when i'm at work.. aww.. i luv yous but like, not when i need to be doin stuff... okiez? like.. its a job la.. ya knoe? there's still a certain protocol that needs observance.. :) one day when i'm free i shall hang out with ya guys and we can go scream the town hoarse (hahaha wat the?! wat weird image did i just come up with? hahhahahah....)

ooh ooh... yeays!!!! my application for fsv is officially complete.. (yea man! it is the only film school in Singapore!!) now all that's left is to cross my fingers, pray hard, trust god, beg everyone of you to pray just as hard for me that i'll get in! yea! oh and that i won't get stuck with a weirdass batch maybe? haha.. ;p weird actually.. considering how i'm actually waiting for A level results.. i somehow really really wanna get into fsv! yea man.. there's like nowhere else for me right now.. haha.. so i guess i've got an extra qualification (provided i din screw it up so that it turns out useless.. hehehe..) in my belt.. haha.. who cares. not thinkin much about it now.. i'm just letting god lead man...
..............to the rest of you however who are all nail-bitingly nervous about the results, i wish u all the best and that you get what u ask for and (for those who worked really really hard) deserve and that you make it to where ever u wanna go yea? god bless!

haha! i made it!! i actually came up with a long post!! amazing!!! and no.. i haven't forgotten my dedication of this blog to tha brilliant films.. just that i haven't had much time to source around and all.. anyone with anything to contribute, please feel free to tell me! and i realise i need to get my links and all that stuff all done up.. hmm.. maybe i should dedicate my site to tha brilliant films.. hmm.. argh.. so much thinkin!! too much work!! ahah.. shit. now i sound like an idiot. oh wait.. hmm.. maybe i am eh? haha.. whateva!!!!!! template time! -_-

p.s. hmmm.. maybe if i get into fsv, i'll get a bit more help with tha films.. mmm.. that's a thought eh? more motivation man! =)

hey ya all.. so apparently the 'a' level results are comin out wednesday... i saw mr glascow today {for those unaware, he taught me lit (that's short for english literature. hehe) for a while in CJC, which is where i was at... ugh - the school. not the teacher.} and he mentioned "wednesday"... so.. yea........ all the best to anyone who reads this who's waitin, like yours truly, for the results.. peace ya all.. peace..

oh and i just sent in my application for the film, sound and video (fsv) course which is under the school of film and media studies (fms) at ngee ann polytechnic (np). haha.. yea i know that's a lot of links.. haha.. yea! i can link! *psycho* yea.. and my lil pal (i love this bugger), joel, has applied, with his frenz, to the mass communications (mcm) course under the same school at the afore-mentioned institution. hahaha.. so randomly formal.. ;p

ok.. so that's quite a bit of information for one day don't ya think? so i'm gonna go and mess around with the template of this thing now.. hmm.. this must be my longest post yet =) God bless!