mm.. tension. doesn't it just feel so awkward when 2 people (who've previously known of each other's existence) meet whom you're both good friends with and they don't get along or there's this air of non-affinity that manifests itself.. a bit of a weird spot to be put in, i must say...

but moving on.. yesterday was nice.. i had a pretty good day.. sleepy mostly but it was a good day. somehow. i really gotta be gettin out and keeping my workout dates with mel.. i'm always not waking up or something or other.. terrible.. and the lathargy is setting in. that's a sign.

speaking of signs........ thank God for all the help He's been providing me with,just being there and all.. isn't He just amazing?! well.. i sure need help.. more help.. damn. keep bugging God.. hee..... *hugz* ~"rocks". hehe.