>jt - cry me a river<

hi hi you all.. yes.. i am happy.. i have no work today. :) i must remember that i have a meeting to attend tonight though.. mmm.. yes. *makes a mental note* all right. now that that's done..

i have to repeat again how appreciative i am of you sweet people who are so concerned for me and caring and yea.. just doin or sayin wateva u can to make me feel better..:) i have to mention all of you!! you are honoured! because u are such sweet people. really. thank you all. so here's some space dedicated to you especially.

. min . shawn . karin . mellie . char . cheryl .

did i miss out anyone? i give u full permission to shout at me if i did.. ;p sorriez!

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*milk is good*

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i have been checkin out shawn's site and doin quizzes!

Which Member of the Endless Are You?

You are red. You are impure, but noble. You are precious and true to yourself and others. When you love, you love entirely, and will do anything to make your love happy. You are sure of your identity, therefore, you cannot change others or be changed. You are a true prince, you may be forgotten, but without you, none of us could go on.

What inner color are you?

Quiz by Shirono

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ok. lemme just do this first before i state how i am suddenly feelin right now.. too sensitive i am.. but anyway.. i did wanna say first up that i am not actually feelin that bad about my results. however terrible that sounds. its not that i don't care. it's just i trusted God for it and i still do. i trust that it was His guidance that led me to finding how interested i really am in joining fsv. there is really really really nothin else i could imagine takin/doin now. nowhere else i wanna go. yes and i was almost supernaturally led to lookin at the contents of the course. i believe it was God who led me to it.. and yes i have been prayin and prayin so hard for so long that he'd lead me on the right path.. show me direction and i truly, whole-heartedly believe this is it.. i almost know i'll get in.. but logic still instils fear in me at times.. i pray that faith prevails. so yea. i'm not feelin too bad. i have to say that on thinkin of my results i also felt like God was helpin me somehow coz i can get pretty confused and swayed relatively easy sometimes.. for sheer uncertainty of God's will. so yea.. i thank God that he gave me screwed up results coz then there's no havin to choose, havin to wonder.... ya knoe? haha.. maybe i'm just weird. but i'll trust anyway. i need to. i doubt myself too much sometimes. this time i will not.

that said, i feel a bit better.. altho i have somehow slipped into a depressive/pensive state of mind.. transient probably, very possibly; but nevertheless existent at present. maybe it was ur poems, shawn... :) *hug*

signing off....